Good Morning,
So this is my very first Blog ever!! I feel that the title in this case, said it all. I want you to know this is an ongoing story of something beautiful, magical, and simply amazing.
I feel living in a male born physical body could on mean one thing. Up until this point I was meant to look, sound, and resemble a physical man. Oh and a good job I did. I was blessed in life with many gifts. A beautiful body, strong, about 5'11" and 155-165 pounds. A body made of pure testosterone. Agile, by this I mean physical speed. As a freshman, so to speak, I was asked time and time again by the school track coach, would i consider giving up on football and go out for track. This has led me to many financial and parental opportunities that would have been difficult for me to capitalize on had I been born female bodied.
That being said I want to pay tribute to the 31 years i spent in this testosterone filled temple,
by saying, I love you, I love you for all you have allowed me to do in this world, I love you because you are a expression of me. Thank you for being there and thank you for allowing me to learn many wisdom's found in the male culture. Thank you for carrying me to the start of a new era in my life.
The true start to this transition started before I can even remember. I just remember at age 4 looking through my mothers things and absolutely adoring them. I like to share this moment only so I can explain a little detail. I felt completely at home then and have everyday since then with being a woman. I feel there may be a huge misconception in my social circle, and hopefully in others as well. I am not unhappy. The more I allow myself to nurture that little girl who was never allowed to exist externally. The more my light shines, the more my heart loves, and the more I heal those around me.
Good Night For Now!!!!
peace love and light
